think about it, think about it.

just finish settle the things between me and her

i stand there for 2 hours

nearly faint because of the weather

she doesn't want to forgive me

she said im rude

something very wrong with my attitude

she said alot

i kept in silent

i have no idea why i can't speak up

i just can't

those words appear in my head

but it doesn't wants to come out from my mouth

i kept apologize

she ignored until she finish her movie

she went into her room without saying anything

i just cried.

i cried so hard

she called me

gave me another 10mins to speak up

i speak up whatevr she wants to know

i told her

and i promised

and

after lots of thoughts

i promised

2days time

i promise

for now.

another day with swollen eyes

i guess i need some sleep ady

oh well people

nites.